Monday Afternoon!

Dear all,

What you are doing on Monday afternoon? Properly you are working. Am I right?

For me, I took my emergency leave and rest at home. For decision making of my short term (two years) target. As I will working for consultant after struggling with my income. Which is lesser after joining consultant. I hope I chosen the right for my own path without any regret.

At first, I source from quite a number of opinion before I made the decision.

Of course there is agree and disagree and I weight the important of it and made the decision after that.

The agree,

1. The path for being a professional.
2. Prepare for the future of the career.
3. The work I hope for.

The disagree,
1. Lower income.
2. To learn more before join consultant.

There are few more agree and disagree but the most important is the future of the career. I would finally joined consultant after all. Why not I join now while I'm young. To learn from the basic from the start before I polluted(or learn wise in future as one of my friend's opinion) with my background later?

For me, treasure while you young. Appreciate while you can.

That's all for now.

Thanks for reading.

Ken

to keep my promise

to keep my promise

Changing Job

Dear All,

Long time no updating my blog, make you all waiting to see what i will write next? (haha, perasan)

Had been work in the company since Oct 08 till now. Want to change new job - new environment and meeting new colleague. Live goes on, earth keep turning round and round. Hope that everything will going smooth as well. Many people keep asking me why I change to another job. Of course i not telling them all cause i need privacy as well. Well, the reason will changing new environment, higher salary, more appropriate as what i hope for the work which relevant to what i studied. Others might be the boring of the existing work, less challenge and a bit out of my expectation for what i hope for.

I think i am a kind of person that really hope what i hope for go for the way. I did not really like that something go not what i expected. Kind of weird is it? But now, I don't really care to what will be happened for next. If i still keep in that environment that my personality will change if i allowed it to be happen. If i can't change the thing and i also want to keep my personality, I have to change to somewhere else. That's what i can do and what can be done. My wife do disappointed when i say want to change a new job. She might thinking she will lost a high income from husband. But i come back with a better news, for her at least. I got higher salary compare to my existing job. That make her release her stress.

'The measure of a matured person is not how well they prepare everything to go right, but on how they stand up and move on after everything goes wrong.' that's the quote i receive from a stranger Xty.

Yesterday i met a stranger from Philippine, she was lost and i help her find her way. We did some happy conversation. Long time no talking to stranger. But thinking that i need to improve my language in conversation. Some time i did not pass the message i want to pass on. It make me feeling that i not hardworking enough when i studying.

Yesterday did meet up with few ex course mate as well for a small gathering after the convocation on march 09. They did change in outlook, but inner side of them (talking & thinking) not much different since we last meet.

today is Sunday, normally i did nothing on Sunday when studying. But now i would like to do something and only i can do my thing on Sunday since my working life. I want to make my Sunday more valuable and meaningful.

Sarikei

Today is my 2nd night at Sarikei, my gf's hometown. I got no went anywhere far since I was born on this earth. But I manage to survive although I'm not at my warm home.

At my gf's house, I was welcome with warmest welcome from her family member. Tonight will having her sister coming back to hometown as well. I meet this sister before at my 'hometown' last time. But I'm not giving her good impression as I was very naughty that time. (Although I also not a good boy now)

Sarikei, giving me an impression that the people over here is very friendly. Although I not knowing what they saying in their dialect but I'm very happy to see and fee all this. I think I will be coming back in short time during my mid year break with my gf as well.

Although I'm on my holiday now but I still worrying my work. Although I'm not very love my job but I already make it a habit for me to think my work during my off time. Every Sunday I will think the work going on Monday. Maybe from time to time I will attached to something and this time will be my work's turn. Is this a grew up? Cause i start to think and worry about my work and my future as well. In this moment I do really hope that I can share with someone and I got her (Josephine) now. Hope she will be understanding me as I trying to grow up and suit a perfect husband and soul mate to her. As well as to my family member. My mummy. I miss you and I love you (both Mum and Josephine).

What I want and what I need to do

Refering to my gf cum fiancee blog, I still figure out what I want and what I need to do to achieve it. I got many many WANT, but do they necessary to me? I might not ask to myself when I decided to buy it. But there are still got some more thing that I need to do to achieve my life goal.

For example, I want to learn as many as I can for my work. Therefore, I expose to the people working around. I already knew at first place that I will not have a easy start at the beginning. Got once that I lost my direction and thinking negative about it. But somehow I brought back the BIG picture. That I will get what I learn forever and ever in my life. My superior had sharpen my point of will that make me to give myself at least one and half year in this company as I can learn somehow more or less in my life.

After that I wish to go back to my original track which is become a Quantity Surveyor. I hope my achievement in life will make my mother happy as I already did my best in my life with her help. Others will left for myself to decide what I want to do and what I need to do.

Recently I did not read. But I realise that reading is good for me. As I can think during my reading and the reading do help me a lot in my thinking. As I new for the social life, therefore reading is a good start for me.

I wondering to read some english book but my limitation in other language make me can't decide to buy a book to read on. I hope somebody else will give me a book so that I can start without any initiative taken. Just a simple english book would be a good start. NOT a thick novel I think. :)

For this moment, I hope I can maximise my experience taking in working life as many thing I would like that have at least a small role in it. But I scare I will lost my direction as going on the path. For this, I also need some advise for sticking with my original plan. I hate change but I love changes to get rid of my boreness. Life is like that sometime, always act opposite from what you think.

For this year start, I still not yet start my plan as my planning would be delay for at least one month to do what I left out last year. Hope that this year I can finish up what I need to do to get what I want.

Tired with the work but I have to stick with the work as I got superiors that will teach me through this project. I hope I will not dissappoint them throughout this project.

Finally, I hope the world is peace all the time and the people on the earth will stay healthy forever and ever.

From KEN to ALL

New Year 2009

Dear All,

This year I will make a start of my life in different stage. Before is my young stage but now would be my adult stage as I will marry in two years time from now. With my current girl friend hopefully. :)

For all this year I passed, I will try to take the chance to thanks all the people that accompany me throughout all the years. Especially my mum! From the time she gave birth to me, she start to take care of me all the time with or without my concern. Once again, THANKS YOU! to my mum.

From now on, I will try do stand on my own path without having her to worry me all the time. (although she will) I will be start to plan my own life from now. I learn quite alot pass three month in my working life at Singapore. For this, I would want to thanks to my superior to guide me all the time. Although sometime I did some mistake but he is so understanding that I'm new for my work. But I will not make it as an excuses for me to get rid of trouble I made. I will try to solve it by my own with a minimum supervision of my superior.

For my own life planning, I will shifting out from my comfort zone for a new challenging life outside. First, I will face new people and mixed around them after I shift out of my room at Feb later with my girl friend.

Then I will more independent on my work as my position as asst project coordinator in new project. I will handle problem in a more mature way while all the time I only hope the best will happen but all the time I got is only a thinking that wouldn't work it's way.

For this year, I will have a different Chinese New Year compare to my 24 years Chinese New Year passed. Because I will be celebrating my CNY at my girl friend's house at East Malaysia, Sarikei while all the time I did celebrate with my family at Penisular Malaysia. I'm quite positive on this because I only not seeing her father, two brother and her youngest sister. I got the confidence that her family member will like me.

I got quite a few wishes for this year to be accomplish. Hope that I can make it.

Finally, thanks you for spending time reading all this and once again I would like to thanks my mum for all this time.

For now.

Ken

secret place

many thing i would like keep in my heart and will let it go when i'm at the toilet. if someone ask me for explaination i might poor on it. but if someone know me well should not ask for explaination. so far i'm now working at singapore as site qs in g&c general contractor.

trust

from day to day, we need to meet many people. as some of them are good or nice with us and some other are just ignore our existence. somehow, we are the only one who choose to accept all this with an open mind and an open heart.

one course mate(a) feel that he retreat by another course mate(b) for telling others that he(a) don't want to share with other course mate(c).

then (c) choose to that (b) is one of them which not allow to share with (c). btw, i'm (d) who also looking for sharing but same situation with (c) which restrict from (a) and (b) to share.

recently i had heard that (e) got some mess with (a) about the coursework.

although i don't really know what happen to them but i think will this all worth to exist while we are alive and can't meet each other?

maybe recently i lost some love one, so i don't really wanted to see all of this happen. why not we just live happily each? we can make fun of each but in the same way, we can caring them with our true heart. maybe i'm too naive to believe all this. but i'm just with my pure heart to make friend some time.

Genting trip

tonight, me and my gf planning for a trip to genting highland. we book for a std room on Monday afternoon and then planning to go on Tuesday morning. before reaching the top, my gf said will playing for anything. no matter is thriller or what. I'm so happy for that cause finally i found someone who might danger with me for my life. remember last time i went for sunway lagoon with my classmate. only 4 of us out of about 15 ppl dare to play the World Of Adventure. it make me so disappointed. but i not putting it in heart cause not everybody fit for playing that kind of activity.

finally, hope everything go fine and had wonderful trip.

my creator for the blog

my creator, josephine.
who also my soul mate. she is quite cute in someway but if she get angry? whole world don't try to mess with her. only one thing she would do for that time which is eat people. haha. so scary but i will also with her and get her heart? cause she is so lovely sometime make me can't stop myself to get into her.
i love you bi.

PLU

tonight we having fun at PLU. but somehow, not everyone enjoy the night.
my friend teck siang is the one who not enjoy at all and only half of us is cherish ourself for the night.
it mainly because the tequila's girl is so hard sell make us turn over our mood for the night.
for the girl "dun force people if the person didn't want to drink the tequila"
for else, there would be fun if we can enjoy ourself for the night. as i want to say, money is actually not a problem for fun but we do need to actually enjoy ourself. that's why got so many people is enjoying themselves without having the issue for the money.

Putra Lrt

Early in the morning, I had been disappointed with the services of light rail transit in Malaysia.
It happened when I fetch my girl friend to the nearest Putra Light Rail Transit which is Wangsa Maju stop and found out so many people standing around the station but not getting into it and have the light rail transit services. Then her friend call up and told her about the failure of the station again. There had been several times this year I had faced.
I am disappointed with that kind of services. If you know how the Japan to manage the railway. You will be surprise with the services provided. I really hope that the Malaysia can be stronger competitive during coming time.