Sarikei

Today is my 2nd night at Sarikei, my gf's hometown. I got no went anywhere far since I was born on this earth. But I manage to survive although I'm not at my warm home.

At my gf's house, I was welcome with warmest welcome from her family member. Tonight will having her sister coming back to hometown as well. I meet this sister before at my 'hometown' last time. But I'm not giving her good impression as I was very naughty that time. (Although I also not a good boy now)

Sarikei, giving me an impression that the people over here is very friendly. Although I not knowing what they saying in their dialect but I'm very happy to see and fee all this. I think I will be coming back in short time during my mid year break with my gf as well.

Although I'm on my holiday now but I still worrying my work. Although I'm not very love my job but I already make it a habit for me to think my work during my off time. Every Sunday I will think the work going on Monday. Maybe from time to time I will attached to something and this time will be my work's turn. Is this a grew up? Cause i start to think and worry about my work and my future as well. In this moment I do really hope that I can share with someone and I got her (Josephine) now. Hope she will be understanding me as I trying to grow up and suit a perfect husband and soul mate to her. As well as to my family member. My mummy. I miss you and I love you (both Mum and Josephine).

What I want and what I need to do

Refering to my gf cum fiancee blog, I still figure out what I want and what I need to do to achieve it. I got many many WANT, but do they necessary to me? I might not ask to myself when I decided to buy it. But there are still got some more thing that I need to do to achieve my life goal.

For example, I want to learn as many as I can for my work. Therefore, I expose to the people working around. I already knew at first place that I will not have a easy start at the beginning. Got once that I lost my direction and thinking negative about it. But somehow I brought back the BIG picture. That I will get what I learn forever and ever in my life. My superior had sharpen my point of will that make me to give myself at least one and half year in this company as I can learn somehow more or less in my life.

After that I wish to go back to my original track which is become a Quantity Surveyor. I hope my achievement in life will make my mother happy as I already did my best in my life with her help. Others will left for myself to decide what I want to do and what I need to do.

Recently I did not read. But I realise that reading is good for me. As I can think during my reading and the reading do help me a lot in my thinking. As I new for the social life, therefore reading is a good start for me.

I wondering to read some english book but my limitation in other language make me can't decide to buy a book to read on. I hope somebody else will give me a book so that I can start without any initiative taken. Just a simple english book would be a good start. NOT a thick novel I think. :)

For this moment, I hope I can maximise my experience taking in working life as many thing I would like that have at least a small role in it. But I scare I will lost my direction as going on the path. For this, I also need some advise for sticking with my original plan. I hate change but I love changes to get rid of my boreness. Life is like that sometime, always act opposite from what you think.

For this year start, I still not yet start my plan as my planning would be delay for at least one month to do what I left out last year. Hope that this year I can finish up what I need to do to get what I want.

Tired with the work but I have to stick with the work as I got superiors that will teach me through this project. I hope I will not dissappoint them throughout this project.

Finally, I hope the world is peace all the time and the people on the earth will stay healthy forever and ever.

From KEN to ALL

New Year 2009

Dear All,

This year I will make a start of my life in different stage. Before is my young stage but now would be my adult stage as I will marry in two years time from now. With my current girl friend hopefully. :)

For all this year I passed, I will try to take the chance to thanks all the people that accompany me throughout all the years. Especially my mum! From the time she gave birth to me, she start to take care of me all the time with or without my concern. Once again, THANKS YOU! to my mum.

From now on, I will try do stand on my own path without having her to worry me all the time. (although she will) I will be start to plan my own life from now. I learn quite alot pass three month in my working life at Singapore. For this, I would want to thanks to my superior to guide me all the time. Although sometime I did some mistake but he is so understanding that I'm new for my work. But I will not make it as an excuses for me to get rid of trouble I made. I will try to solve it by my own with a minimum supervision of my superior.

For my own life planning, I will shifting out from my comfort zone for a new challenging life outside. First, I will face new people and mixed around them after I shift out of my room at Feb later with my girl friend.

Then I will more independent on my work as my position as asst project coordinator in new project. I will handle problem in a more mature way while all the time I only hope the best will happen but all the time I got is only a thinking that wouldn't work it's way.

For this year, I will have a different Chinese New Year compare to my 24 years Chinese New Year passed. Because I will be celebrating my CNY at my girl friend's house at East Malaysia, Sarikei while all the time I did celebrate with my family at Penisular Malaysia. I'm quite positive on this because I only not seeing her father, two brother and her youngest sister. I got the confidence that her family member will like me.

I got quite a few wishes for this year to be accomplish. Hope that I can make it.

Finally, thanks you for spending time reading all this and once again I would like to thanks my mum for all this time.

For now.

Ken